So Low
I closed my eyes.
I knew it was my last day of my stay in hostels. Many had already left and I was packing. Nothing seems to be happening. No burst of emotions. I felt guilty at first and laughed at my foolishness. I was to leave and NITK would still remain the same.
But not me.
I gazed through the windows. Bright sun. It burns.
Same trees, same road. There is no reason why things change. There is no reason why things must not change. There is no reason.
My personality has changed a lot. It keeps changing every instant. The big change 4 years ago was not coming to an end, it was manipulating itself, and now it stands within me. My ego, my taste, my knowledge, my experience, me …
It is heavy.
There is no path, there is no destination,
Why then should I stand and refuse not to go?
What is this moment which is hidden from me?
Why am I, a drop in the ocean?
I remember that day in the beach. The ocean brings more and more waves. They form and they disappear.
Nothing more, nothing less.
I started to pack.
Hey man did you like totally forget about the existence of this blog of yours?
WRite something…anything…just keep it updated…and dont give some wastage excuses!
arbitblogs
May 15, 2008 at 1:39 pm
Oops, I was in himalayas contemplating about the existence of objects. No internet, no computer, no archlinux, no awesome, no firefox + urxvt. Whoa! hope that is not a wastage excuse!!!
evilsense
May 19, 2008 at 2:36 pm
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May 20, 2008 at 7:38 am
No wonder those friends of yours commented that way… You almost sound high dude!
VK
June 10, 2008 at 3:46 am